I would like to start by telling you a bit about me, but I'm not gonna do that. Things will emerge as I go, and for now I intend to talk about what's on my mind.
This isn't a bipolar thing, this is a girl vs boy in the dating ring thing. Its a stand off, a battle....ten paces at dawn (no handbags please I can't be doing with the drama). Its been only a couple of weeks, to be fair, and its too early to hit troubled waters (that means you got to go mister) - so I reckon this is all about my pride.
I'm not attached enough to care about what he thinks of me personally. It sounds harsh but its true. At this stage it is all about making sure that you're not the one who is rejected. Just until you work out if you like them enough to care about anything else.
If I'm honest, I quite like him but he's blowing a bit hot and cold and that doesn't work for me. It only goes towards pissing me off. Its like our attempts at Facebook chat right now. He's online, he's offline, he's online, he's offline...its driving me surely as mad as a hatter.
This shit doesn't work with me. I just wanna know - are we seeing each other tomorrow or are we not seeing each other tomorrow? Its driving me round the bend.
I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt for now. Lets see what happens tomorrow. But for sure I'll say one thing...right now I'm medicated, healthy and in control. Finally I appreciate that normies get stressed by this stuff too!!
Big hugs to the BPs and the normies alike
Rosie xxooxx
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